Since my mother passed on Easter, it's been harder and harder to keep up creative pursuits. I've worked so hard on my groups I don't want to let them dwindle though. She wouldn't have wanted that. I just wish the numbness wasn't wearing off and making me feel like I'm suffocating.
I feel so defeated in searching for a part time job that isn't filled with toxicity and chaos. 😧 Its as if a team of employees is so hard to find, everyone is so vicious these days.